24 But Thomas, one of the
twelve, called Didymus, was not with them when Jesus came. 25 The
other disciples therefore said unto him, We have seen the Lord. But he
said unto them, Except I shall see in his hands the print of the nails, and put
my finger into the print of the nails, and thrust my hand into his side, I will
not believe.” (John 20:24-25).
The resurrection of Jesus was the best possible news
the disciples could have received, yet not everyone was immediately on board
with the story. Thomas was absent when the Lord made His group appearance on
that Sunday evening, and he gave a skeptic’s response to the announcement that
the other disciples had been with the risen Lord. He demanded proof: “Except
I shall see in his hands the print of the nails, and put my finger into the
print of the nails, and thrust my hand into his side, I will not believe.”
Sometimes we judge Thomas’s reaction too harshly. We
might think, What a demanding, disrespectful disciple. Who does he
think he is? Actually, though his words may strike us as odd, they
were sincere, not prideful. Thomas wanted to believe, and he wanted his faith
to be authentic.
John 20:20 holds an important detail in Jesus’
original appearance: “And when he had so said, he shewed unto them his
hands and his side.” Thomas was only asking for what he had missed. He
was expressing a willingness to believe based upon the same evidence given to
his peers. His request was not unreasonable. He didn’t want to
doubt; he wanted to believe!
Thomas sincerely longed for what the other disciples
had experienced. He was gathering the wood and getting a match—he wanted a
faith on fire. Thomas named the obstacle and looked for the reasons he too
could have authentic faith in Christ. And in this lies a lesson for us: faith
is kindled when you name the obstacle.
If you’re struggling with doubt, identify the
obstacle to faith in your life:
·
I got hurt.
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I have a tough question I don’t have an answer for.
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I’m discouraged.
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I honestly don’t understand how Christianity could be true.
Now bring it before the Lord: “God, this is
the barrier between You and me.” Produce your strong reservations, and give God
an opportunity to kindle faith where there’s doubt. Once you have
honestly prayed this way, give God time to answer. Wait on Him.